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NyanaCreation
i know you will hear this often and my words probebly matter nothing but i am sorry. i know how hard it is to be in a situation where money is a huge issue. i am lucky enough i don't have that yet but it hurts me to see you in such a situation. depression also doesn't help at all and i know how it feels way to well. i just hope your able to control it well enough but don't hide it. don't put it away because that hurts you even more. i did that for years, like most of my life even and i rejected all help, kept it for myself and by doing that i almost killed myself but i was lucky enough to be next to a friend who without knowing stopped me. i am not able to help you and i am sorry for that but if you need my help in any other way i'll try to reach out and help out. i might not know you but i think your worth helping especially with a situation like that. even if i have it difficult i want to be able to help someone out. i know you probebly don't know me but if you ever just want to get your story out my inbox is always open and i will always be wanting to help. unfortunally i know a bit to many situation for my life time but i wouldn't mind taking the risk by helping you. further i can't unfortunally do :( i really hope it will be getting better for you, with your mom and home situation as well as your job and your depression. but please don't forget to take breaks okay. i once burned myself out so badly i was really sick for 5 to 6 weeks i dont want that to happen to you as well. anyway i wish you the best of luck. i hope everything will get better soon.
Grandvision
Thank you for such kind words and wisdom on your part. We all go through difficult times I guess and we do what we must to survive. I am getting help slowly, either with therapy and financially where I can. Trying my best, but any words of encouragement help, and don't worry if you're a stranger. The world is beautiful like that, where strangers can help out of the kindness of their heart. I wish you all the best in your life as well. :)